Gives You Hell

This blog is written by a very angry, very sad, very suicidal Maggie.
Ok, maybe not suicidal. But then it was written by a very angry, very sad, very depressed Maggie :(:(:(

Life has turned the cards on me. Just Saturday, I was back from vacation, room full of crap from people who love and/or adore me. Today however, life has given me hell (Hence the title).

I used to date this eleventh grade hottie named Dylan. I was in love with him. But then I broke up with him...just because we were too different. And that's the problem with me- I need everything to be perfect, and he just...wasn't. No that's not it. He was perfect! He's a football player, I'm a cheerleader; We both have blonde hair (But mine is platinum, his is caramely); we bot loved parties, we both loved buying each other presents! But for me it didn't work. So I broke up with him and even though it was my choice, I cried for like four days :'(

Anyway, my arch enemy Taylor -grade twelve, head cheerleader, also blonde, also really pretty) liked him too. So as soon I dumped him she was all over him like...flies to garbage. Soon they got together. I was like devestated, but soon remembered it was MY choice. Besides, it was Taylor, maybe she didn't even like him but was doing it to make me sad. Who knows?

But then last month Taylor realized it was her last year in high school and decided to be my BFF. Fat chance, sweetie. She still sucks up to me, but like so does everyone. So she dumped him. Chicks before dicks, sisters before misters, etc...

So today I tried calling one of my best friend's Erica all morning. She was supposed to meet me at Starbucks before school and didn't show up. She also wouldn't answer her phone. But my other two BFFs Gabby and Alana said they'd talked to her. So that left one thing: she was avoiding me.

Finally, right before lunch I found her and cornered her. Then who walks by? Dylan! And he gives her a kiss on the cheek and tells her to meet him for lunch in the caf. By this time I've figured out what happened. Erica went behind my back and started dating Dylan, although she still know how crazy I am about him.

Alana and Gabby saw me talking to her so they came over, I told them what happened and Gabby was extremely pissed. I mean, hello? You're NOT supposed to date you best friend's ex, especially if she stilled loved him. Alana told her she was being a hypocrite, since when Alana dumped her long-time BF Jeremy, he and Gabby got together. So Alana took Erica's side and Gabby took mine. And just like that, our friendship was ruined.

And I know people are like 'So? Make new friends!' But the four of us have been best friends since grade one, when I lost the gold locket my mom had given me in the school playground. So after school the four of us went out and searched for four hours. We've been best friends ever since. You can imagine us like the Pretty Committee. Before Claire was accepted. Kristen, Massie, Dylan and Alicie were tight ... But then in P.S. I Loathe You Dylan steals Massie's ex, and there's no more PC!

So I've just written you all a novel! But I am in a really sad state right now. Everything was perfect Saturday, the four of us skiing/snowboarding and now...its different. :(

Anyway thanks for letting me rant. My mom said something about looking on the brightside, but right now, there isn't one. But...I do have over 50 reviews on Knowing Me, Knowing You. So thanks!

When you see my face hope it gives you hell hope it gives you hell. When you walk my way hope it gives you hell hope it gives you hell!

Oh trust me, its given me hell.

:(
Maggie